I was trying to do so without everyone knowing what I was up to.
[He gives the best glare he can at Rin. He would have gotten away with it too, if it weren't for you meddling kid.]
I was hoping everyone would just think I had gone home. Like we thought Makoto-senpai had at first.
[He'd wanted them to think he was alright, that he was happy back home. They wouldn't have gone looking, they would have been content with that thought. And when they all went home without him... maybe they would think there had been an accident, or something. Something they could move on from.
But he knows, in the back of his heart, that that's not the way it would have gone down. They would have gone looking. They would have wondered if he'd really just gone home, or if he'd been killed like Shirogane. They would have been upset.
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[He gives the best glare he can at Rin. He would have gotten away with it too, if it weren't for you meddling kid.]
I was hoping everyone would just think I had gone home. Like we thought Makoto-senpai had at first.
[He'd wanted them to think he was alright, that he was happy back home. They wouldn't have gone looking, they would have been content with that thought. And when they all went home without him... maybe they would think there had been an accident, or something. Something they could move on from.
But he knows, in the back of his heart, that that's not the way it would have gone down. They would have gone looking. They would have wondered if he'd really just gone home, or if he'd been killed like Shirogane. They would have been upset.
He just doesn't want to admit it to himself.]